Breastfeed
me again!
Never
know home will feel like hell,
Never
know home will be like prison,
Never
know home will be court,
Never
know home will be home of judgment,
Every
afternoon i drag my feet to home,
There's
no peace, love, encouragement,
Motivation,
communication, advises, girls talk,
it just all about competition,
when
we are told who's better than who?
I
miss the good days were it was just the two of us no granddaughter or son,
Home’s
walls are sour cream,
Plain
yoghurt,
I
miss your breastfeeding,
I
miss your smile,
Atleast
you tried to satisfied that inner desire,
There
was satisfaction,
I
miss you Mama,
I
hate growing up,
I
hate grandchildren,
I
hate myself for stay long at home,
I
crying and praying for independence,
Can’t
sleep at night,
I’m
busy cooking my future,
My
success,
My
vision and mission,
Most
desired independence,
Damn
wish to be young again I miss your kisses, your love mum,
May
her soul rest in peace,
Home
feels like hell,
She
don’t even notice this days when I’m angry, sad,
Happy,
heartbroken, sick,
Rejected,
pity,
I
got no attention hence I’m a attention seeker,
Instead
she just point a sharp knife in my heart,
From
her heart straight to mine, my heart bleeds,
The
blood splashed all over,
Her
words killed me,
My
heart was crushed and left on the streets because can’t let go of her words,
Want
to turn them into action,
I’m
trying,
I’m
trying harder,
Is
hard because she’s comparing me to those who are there.....
My
heart don’t die young I’ll be with you,
just
the two of us,
Rest
in peace Mama.
[
PHUMGIRL
Copyright
2016
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